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Chorus x2
In my mind, I look to you.
I look to you, trying to make sense of this world,
I look to you.
In my mind, I look to you.
I look to you, trying to make sense of this world,
I look to you.
Verse One
Thoughts of you evoke a part of me I’ve missed
Sometimes I wish that we could sit and reminisce
and I would tell you all the things I did wrong
and how I wish I never strung you along
Lo and behold, we talk a little every day
Sometimes I wish I could’ve made you stay and
Though you left, you’re ever-present in my head
and nowadays you’re more a memory instead
of what we’re used to.
‘Times I wish we could do, what they did in films
and take it back to a place or a time that we shared
a memory despaired, feeling quite rare but you’re my only girl I swear
I swear I’ll never hurt you like that, but do my words even care?
Sometimes you look at me like I ain’t even there,
Maybe I’m not. Maybe, I forgot.
Everything we are.
Everything is lost, in my mind.
Chorus x2
Verse Two
It’s a serious thing I’m tryna to tackle now
Bring me to the planet so I know what I’m in tack of now.
Tell me about your smile and how you smile so unequivocally,
but only since I left you.
Feel like the epitome of burning pain, desert storms and cold rain
and everything you hated in respect of me
Beautifully, you encapsulated honesty.
I don’t know what I ever did to deserve you, honestly.
But bring me back into the moment,
I promise I’m not hopeless,
Promise I won’t trouble you again, I put the onus
onto my hardship, I graft ‘cause I’m the hardest
passed all that past shit, need a moment to own it.
Need a moment to get it right, and let it air.
I need a moment to focus, and get it clear,
and if I do it, would you let me, call your name?
Or would you need me, to really need to, disappear?
Chorus ’til End
For everything, I look to you.
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